amazeofdeath @ 2010-11-27T11: 37:00
for once I come back to write is to write only sad things ...
do not know why I'm actually writing here because I can not even remember how did I get home safe and sound last night.
I have not moved since I got out of bed in the house, still dressed, I did not eat, I have not done anything.
not say who is to blame for my state of apathy, the only state in which at the time I do something because I'm not to go anywhere and if I think about last night is only to be pitied me because I was actually an idiot.
I was right.
I've always been right.
makes fools fall in love with someone, you lose your common sense and I knew it would end like this.
are so angry now be dropped even if they feel angry. I knew it could get out of bed and do something, but I can not.
I still hear his voice in my head, his voice that I apologized and begged me not to leave ...
do not know ... I do not want to get away from him, I do not want .. I do not think of being able now.
I was an idiot, I did not realize there was a reason every day if I wanted more.
not even consider the idea of not seeing him anymore.
but I still feel like an idiot, I am ashamed to ... everything I did because it was not rational.
never has been, since we do not walk like I fell like a cooked pear.
I can not even give him the blame because it's not his fault.
he has always said that love kyo, stupid of me to think poterglielo to forget and make him feel better.
idiot!
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